Love

Today I told Mord that I love him.  I plan on telling him that more though I know he will not say it back.  Why would I do a crazy thing like that?  The fact is, i'm plenty uncomfortable saying it, but I also am more uncomfortable with the fact that I hide myself.  I hide my deep emotions and for good reason.  But if I can't declare myself to my best friends, I might as well not have them in my life.  Mord may not love me the way that I love him.  However, telling him that I love him regardless of his emotional status, is my selfish way of insisting that I'm going to not hide from the truth.