All Real Life stuff, no WoW today. Go to wowinsider.com for that.
I stopped writing out of fear of intimacy. I'm trying :P
So a stranger kissed my hand in the middle of the street this afternoon. Jumped up behind me while I was on my way back to work with my lunch. Startled the shit out of me. He wanted to know if I was Korean, I asked him why, he explained something or the other about me looking just like his friend, he asked for my name, stuck out his hand and held my hand to kiss it gently on the knuckles. I told him I'd give him an email address. He didn't want one so when it became clear that I wasn't giving him my number, he tried to get me to take his number. Followed me into my building where I work. Turns out he was going to another department. Heh.
Then while explaining this to a gf during a work break, a tall blackhaired woman motioned at me while passing me on the sidewalk and loudly exclaimed, "THIS is what life is all about!" Perhaps it was the giddy smile on my face.
I just got back from a pub/birthday part at a tiny apartment on Prince Street, after sweating my ass off. I'm drying off naked, thinking about my noob sub. I am having doubts, plain and simple. I don't doubt his abilities, nor my want for Domming/topping. It's been a long while with this guy fast.
A former fuck buddy shared that he feels obligated as an American to rent a porno titled "Porn on the 4th of July". Good for him.
What am I getting for traveling out to a 4 hour round trip commute to top a man for? Am I insane? What worth has he shown that proves that my efforts will be for me and not for him? I have a nagging feeling that I'm being taken for granted again. I will not be put in that position again.
