Hey that is no problem at all. I shouldnt have kept u waiting like
that. As tired as I was I still couldn't sleep AT ALL last night, or the night before...
This is in reference to my friend asking for feedback about his picture (Why, I suspect he wanted to hear that he was attractive).
There is something on my mind that I have to tell you. and im so afraid to. I do not like hurting people. that is not any of my intentions in life. I am devastated to hurt.
Notice the whole, "hating to hurt people but I did it anyways".
But over the time that we have met. I have Lied to u.. Ima start off by saying im 15...
He said that he was a 32 year old man with a wife and child.
My brother *** is very controlling over me u could say... And he has stood behind my back almost 3/4 of the time i have talked to u and told me what to say and ask..
His brother was supposedly a 34 year old divorced guy with a child. And what kind of younger brother actually listens to his older brother?
I didnt want to Peep into ur private life at all! but i guess *** did for some
reason.
I didn't want to. But my brother did! How lame of an excuse is that!
But u are the sweetest, nicest, caring, Funniest guy i have EVER met in my
entire life.
And I'm clearly a dipshit.
I didnt want to go this far into our friendship. but im afraid to say no to
***. He is not at the house right now (he is 17 btw) he is at work. He does not know i am typing this letter to u. Please do Not tell him i told u this. If u want to Gkick me from guild or w/e you have the most right to do so ever. I would understand completely.
Well now would be a good time, because apparently your testicles just came into being.
Again (my name is *****)
Way to reinforce that you've been lying to him the whole time.
I Do not like hurting people specially people like you.
But you do like hurting people not like him.
I felt like sometimes we almost new eachother in RL. But if u wish never
to speak to me again. I understand that too. Just please go along with **** and
act like he is 34 with a kid not married or divorced =/.
Yes you felt so close to him...especially while lying. And now you want him to lie for your sake and pretend everything is the same?
THe lies I did not tell u where the ones where he wasnt there.. Like We live on
5 acres. wwe do live in a gated community. I have 3 brothers. I did lose my
virginity at 15.
So I was honest with you about these things that are non-consequential...
Oh but one other thing i want to tell u... i dnt know if ur gonna be freaked out
or not. but Please dnt tell ne1 this either.. Im bi-curious..... but my goal is
to just move to a big city when i am older.. my uncle is gay. he is 47 tho.
Totally and utterly irrelevant. So my friend is gay; what does it mean for this kid?
lol. Again i cant apologize enough!! This is not my doing... Well it is.
but not what i wanted to do. Your sucha nice guy its just gonna hurt me to see
if ur hurt or not. I hated intruding into ur private life. cuz thats ur
business. And Also, I would totally understand if u Gkick me or dont speak to me
ever again. I am very very sorry.
Honestly, I believe this kid was responsible for the whole thing. And the fact that he intruded on his private life anyways? Well duh, it's his business!
I put this up because in the end, my friend will be compelled to try to help this misguided kid. And I know the cycle of his trying to heal this kid's wounds when it's his wounds he's trying to patch up, will bring no good end to him because the kid already got his trust as much as my friend denies it.
